Oh those Siblings .... what a diference they make :)

In exactly 16 hours and 47 minutes I will be on summer vacation... I plan to be thankful for every free minute I get but this summer may not be my favorite... my brother is out of the house now, my oldest sister in an apartment and working in the cities, and Katie being a nanny on and off. I am begining to miss the days with my siblings more and more and the simplicities of just always having them there. I miss

• the games
• the talks
• the laughs
  
• the tears
• the late nights
• even the fights
• and of course most of all just the love

I know those things aren't gone because everyone will still be home on the weekends and here on and off but they are slipping away right at the time when i was starting to grab them.
My lovely parents will be here all the time and are always there for me and thank God for that but it is not quite the same.
Tomorrow I finish my days of eighth grade and no one is going to be home tomorrow night, not that i truly care, but like i have this whole year i will be sitting down to watch my 11 o'clock movie by myself (sometimes i truly don't mind) but it isn't the same when you don't have anyone to bug you because you fell asleep in the middle of it :)
this summer will be great no matter what and i will see more of my siblings then i think but i just want it all back...
mainly because i miss it all more then i ever thought i could...
I love you Nick, Anna, and Katie
:)