i feel sometimes like there is gold where my heart should be...
so heavy and hard,
like no matter how hard i try the world just brings me right back down.
my heart weighs too much
it weighs for the orphans, for the starved, the sick,
for the people who make my life livable but who are living through life's troubles everyday...
its hard for the different pains in my life, for seeing the ones who just don't understand,
everything just doesn't seem to fit, even as i am multi- tasking right now, talking to a friend, i found out her aunt just died, i mean what else.
Yet as everything is crashing down my gold suddenly glitters,
i see someone smile, or i get a hug, someone tells a joke or says i am beautiful...
the people in my life come together to remember the ones who left too early,
and someones life gets put back together...
that's the thing about gold
when the son shines down on it
it shines ...
and makes everyone else shine too ...