I went to church last night tired and distraught i had just dropped my second cell phone in a glass of water and downloaded a virus onto our computer but i went excited to worship and to learn as always. The music started playing and i did the normal half paying attention half in my own world but i happened to glance down as i was looking around and there was a bulletin from the past Sunday i examined it and it said almost this

FATHERS DAY

Great is a man who abides in the law of the Lord

Living Hope Christian Center

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that space is what caught my eye for almost my entire lifetime that i can remember that space was occupied with Senior Pastor - Rodney Kimbler ... now there it sits blank .... just blank

the music swirled around me and the noise pounded in my head my life stop as the world kept going, that's it eight or nine year and now it has to be blank...

i looked from spot to spot where i remembered seeing him... all of them blank... just blank

i felt kind of funny and i sat down little pictures floated around in my head happy, sad, happy, sad... then it was all blank... just blank

it had finally come i had wondered when it would all start to feel real

i had finally noticed he's not coming back ... that the fight was over

that we had won...

and

then

it

was

blank...