Monday, August 16, 2010

it's been a long time

yes... it has
so lets catch up
  1. I still miss camp, a lot, you just can't get rid of God's love
  2. I went to Valley fair, for the first time, it was a great day spent with great people
  3. Anna Marie, my sister, got engaged :)
  4. Our family took our annual camping trip to the north shore... more about that later.
  5. I am still planning on going to Africa
About Africa it is something i want now... right now...
here is how it goes...
at camp every night i walked the floor of the gym for about a half hour and prayed, every night again and again i would ask God to show me MY way, where he wanted me... he didn't answer until i got home, then one day in my head came africa, anna, me, your way, a month, pray ... so there you go, what you ask for you will receive in the name of the Lord according to his will. I thought about it and was happy a lot of things worked out
  1. i wouldn't be going alone
  2. it would be fun
  3. it's Africa
  4. i would get to get out of school
oh... school... my mind was quickly flooded with all the doubts, no ways, and the... you have got to be kidding your only 15. But wait, this is God's way for me...what are you thinking God, skipping a month of school or more... impossible ???
nothing is impossible with God
that is right nothing is impossible with God... still i got the same doubts from my family, and they continue to swirl in my mind, oh yeah and the money...
please pray with me, this is God's way for me...
i am sick of being the stand by christian,
i am sick of seeing others change lives
i am sick of being on American soil, where everything is supposedly so great
i am sick of not necessarily listening
so...
like i said pray... i am going to follow God's way this time
and throughout my life I've learned there is really no better way to go ...
he never fails ...

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