I'm sick.
not physically but emotionally,
things have started to just claw away at my heart, even to a point where I have thought "I really wish I was poor or I wish I was a christian on a different continent"
I don't know about you, but this seems wrong to me
but you know what else seems wrong to me,
that we are allowed to speak and not follow through with our actions
that we forget each word that rolls off our tongues is a gift
that we don't care about the welfare of other countries as long as it sustains our economy and the thing that calls us to help is high gas prices not the love of the Lord.
that we buy our pets food when there are children starving
that a child in poverty knows how to worship God with more l.o.v.e. then I probably ever will.
that churches have to be divided by the barriers of religion and even us Christians still judge the other religious churches in our community.
and the thing that bothers me most...
is we see how faith in God works so precisely yet we just won't take that leap, the leap of faith, to leave our lives and just go serve.
that we can't just see clearly that if we have the faith of a mustard seed God will provide our needs, a.l.l of our needs.
so why can others give things up so easily, but us, the ones that have so much seem to hide it all. when will our christian nation become CHRIST-IN again. when will we show the world that we aren't all just greedy business men and women.
when will we decide we would rather have the love of Christ then the love for money.
when will we decide.
when will we choose faith.
now
or
never...
because otherwise I am off to live where God is more prominent
and where you live for his love and his love only.